rain rain rain

I'm so sick of rain its not even funny but as I'm sitting at this park in kingston looking at the beautiful lake and trees across from me (than u mrs lynsi bolling) its a amazing god creation and I was sitting hear praying and doing my blue book and I've realized over the past month I've slacked wit my time wit the creator the lord all mighty I spend 15 mins a day which is still better than nothing but I'm missing my hour or more wit him I feel repleshed after my time today I need more of these my life has been spinning more and more each day as I'm growing up I'm working at the police department a lot lately trying to listen to my calling between staff and police force this is a road I will travel till its time for me to make a descion I felt so long for younglife staff but as the months have came down I'm unsure a friend of my ryan wiggins says if ur meant to be a yl staff person he said to run away from the ministry and if god wants u in it ull be in it so I'm not worried about it cause its in gods hands so lord I still give it all to u